It’s so annoying and dumb to me that people tell me to move on. Like I can’t do that. I wouldn’t even do it if I could. I’m in love and I’m not letting it go. You think I’m crazy and I think you’re stupid. Sometimes i try to talk to a guy but I either get bored on the first day or annoyed or I realize that his smile isn’t half as bright as yours and the fact that he likes lasagna and spaghetti disgusts me bc he and I both hated it. There’s not equivalent to him, no replacement. Nothing. I don’t care if the choices I’m making are stupid and I don’t care if I end up alone bc I’d rather spend my life being in love with him than spend my life thinking about him but being with someone else. I have never even met a person that has made me feel at least 1/4 of what he made me feel. I’m attached, I’m done, can’t turn back now, I’m hooked and I really don’t give a fuck who knows it.

[new text message/ 3:16 am]
I just drove 16 hours. I need to see you.

[new text message/ 2:09 am]
I’m drunk and I know I told you I didn’t want this anymore. But I want it. I want you. I’m sorry.

[new text message/ 12:13 pm]
Maybe if I could kiss you one more time everything would be alright.

[new text message/ 8:07 am]
Fuck. I shouldn’t have let you go.

[new text message/ 4:02 am]
Are you up? I miss you.

[new text message/ 4:05 am]
A lot.

[new text message/ 5:16 pm]
I saw something that reminded me of you and my throat caught fire.

[new text message/ 12:22 am]
I wish you were here.

[new text message/ 3:17 am]
I need you. Please call me back.

9 texts I wish you’d send me even though I know I’ll probably never hear from you again (via hatelyn)

this hurt in places I’ve tried to hide for a while now